I really miss those times we had: the paper umbrellas, the picnic at the park, the boquet, the buffets, the movies, holding hands (despite the awful freezing weather), the kisses, lots of hugs, singing while waiting for the bus, teases (baboy ka eh!), snowball fights, ragnarok flirts, gudnyt calls, palabok (log-log), and talking about the silliest things. I miss us.
I still remember the words u told to me the day we had our huge fight. the very words that keeps on squeezing my chest at night, making me think of stupid things to make myself be the person you had hoped for. I try to get a grip and forget about it though. Don't worry I'm not bitter, I know its my fault to begin with. I wasnt able to give u back all the love u gave me. You deserve more than this. I know. so parting might be the best. Pls pls stay strong and healthy and iwish u the best in life.
i love u so much
-denylou
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BLAQUE LYRICS
"Questions"
[1]
I wanna know why this feels so right
I wanna know why u hold me tight
Each and every night, it keeps me up all night
Thinkin about the things i like
Can't believe your in my life
I wanna know why ur the one
The things that they should have you've already done
God sent u straight to me
You make me wanna sing lalalalala
[Chorus]
But when u look at me, do u see ur wife?
Can u picture us lovin' each other for life?
Are u playin' the role, just like the rest
These are the questions that i ask myself
If, another should come, who's finer than me
And she wanna take ur love away, would u leave?
Baby please answer these questions
[2]
Could this be my whole fantasy
Maybe u could just be too good for me
If i don't wake then i won't see
Cuz if im not the one u met, then who is in me
In the mist of the tears how come, i love u more, and more, and more
I never longed for no one, yes its true
Seems like these questions keep me here with you
[Repeat chorus 2x]
[Bridge]
If you really wanna be with me
Then ill say, i love u endlessly
One thing that i really wanna know
Will this end or will this grow
And now if u really be wanna be with
Ill love u endlessly
One thing that i really wanna know
Will this end or will this grow
[Repeat chorus 2x]
Nang matapos na'ng mga araw na ika'y sa aking piling iniibig ka pa rin
Nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin
Bakit nga ba 'tong pusong nasugatan
Tila nais paring maramdaman tamis ng yakap mo't halik
Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo'y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi't pinangako na nalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin, ikaw pa rin
Tuwing paggising sa umaga ang iyong mukha ang nais halikan at sambahin
Sa maghapon ay iniisip ka lamang at ang mga nakaraan na kay saya
Bakit nga ba iyong puso'y sinugatan
Habang pagsisisi ay hindi na kailanman mawawala
Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo'y magkasama pa
Aking sinabi't pinangako na tayo'y may pag-asa
Ngayon kahit siya'y sakin sa kanyang yakap at lambing
Ang ninanais ay ikaw parin, ikaw parin
dedicated to: myself
Piggy if you're ever reading this: first of I'm really glad that you do come by and check my ramblings here. I think none of my friends visit my site anymore, which is a good thing for me since i know that they'll never tease me on what i have to say here.
Pig I LOVE YOU.. i know i don't say it much but I hope I don't need to do so every now and then just to let you know of how i feel (getting korny). I'm also sorry for being tempermental, demanding and unreasonable at times and thanks for bearing with all that. I'm really really sorry.. I know very well how harsh I am at times, probably why I feel so guilty, and that I even neglect your own feelings as well. It's mainly cause I build up this tough act with me, which developed from all the breakups and harsh memories i've been through. I remember pipoy calling me as a high maintenance gf one day after the two of us had a fight.
For everything else, thankyou. I'm really happy just being with you, to the point that i'd never ask for anything at all.
I love you so much. keep that in mind. Pls bear with me till forever. mwahhhh oink oink! :3
- Mood:
grateful
=memorykicks= gawd i keep recalling the newspaper umbrellas. mehn we were soaking wet by the time we got to walmart. haha we should do dat again! ;p
*ok obvouisly inlababo ang lola nyo kaya malamang ililipat ko na ang blog ko
bwhehehe..
- Location:kwarto ng kapatid ko
- Mood:
happy - Music:your guardian angel - red jumpsuit apparatus
i wonder how long can you hold on to the end of the kite..
my hope grows each time..
yes, i know im being shallow
da heck i care
Personal Hygiene, I've come to understand that most men lack this. I've had more fingers to count in terms of men confessing that they've had unbeatable records of bathless days than those who confess their undying devotion to me. most of the grossest things possible are made by men. From survival guy Ross McFayden to Johnny Knoxville's JacKAss episodes, men's evolution seems to turn back to the neanderthal ages. They believe that these things are what it takes to be a man.
******
I was channel surfing one day; switching from programs to programs, searching for a better entertainment in riddance of the monotonous boredom that dulls every waking day of my life(dyahe!). I decided to settle on this show about bikes and daredevil stunts. There was just 2 bikes competing; a black one with flames tailing off at the end, and a red one with an art paint drawn to be a scar. the two went on the course making flips, going through hoops, barbed wires, and fire lit paths. It was pretty clear from the two who was better than the other. And mr. black would probably wish that it was him. Then, unexpectedly, mr Red caught his tires on the barbed wires..i think. everything happened so fast that i couldn't figure out what was going on. The next thing i know was that he crashed into the other competitor and both their bikes were making lovely sparks of lights like the peak of a new year night. After making a stop, the two were mobbed by the nearby onlookers and the management team. I switched off the tv with a click of the red button from our remote. Got up and left the room with one word in my mind- stupid.
******
Boxing- the dumbest activity turned into sports, next to curling. I don't get what's so great about two men hitting and knocking each other out for no apparent reason.
******
torpe
insensitive
bolero
pimp
need i say more?
*****
I've learned a cunning trick after several observations with my male half of the family. They're so much easier to deal with when placed infront of a tv screen, pc, or any gaming/entertainment electronical devices. Take for example this situation.
me: Pa
mydad:... (staring blankly at the tv)
me: Pa
mydad:... (still staring)
me: Pa!
mydad: oh! oh! ano?! (body turned slightly towards my direction, while eyes still mounted on the screen)
me: pahinging 50 (pesos sa pinas pa yan)
mydad: ha?! (irritated)
me: penge po ng 50
mydad: sige sige kuha ka na kang dun s-sa wallet ko!! Ano nang nangyari?! Ano #@**%% inuppercut sya ni pakyaw?!
In a normal conversation it takes me a million questions before i could persuade him to give me money. It's like I need to pass a damn test every time.
^ i also use this trcik with my brothers hehe
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pwde na siguro toh..
nitatamad na akong ulit magblog.
saka na lang ang matino pag nakahigh ako
ehehe
pag tyagaan nyo na lang yan..
- Location:tabi ng vanier
- Music:jimmy eats world - here you me
